You know those super brave days? The ones where you roll up your sleeves, put on your mean face, and give that fear a good talking to? Well, today is not that day. Today is more of a hide under the blankets with chocolate chip cookies sort of a day. Today is the day for this darn surgery.
And it makes me wonder about courage. She is such a fickle thing, isn’t she? Because when it comes to catapulting myself upside down through the air? Pshhh, cake walk.
(Photo credit: Steve Hwan)
But surgery? Just say the word and suddenly that courage dissipates.
So, here’s the thing. I have nothing witty or profound to say, except to say that I’m scared. There it is. I’m scared. So if you have a couple of extra minutes, would you mind tossing up a couple of prayers for me today?
Oh! And side note: we finally found fall!
But more on this later. It’s surgery time. And, infertility? You’re going down.